Upon further evaluation of the list this morning...after working until 2:00 in the morning and then lying awake for another two hours thinking about all that needs to be done...I added 3 more critical items that I would like done before Monday morning.

So, on my list of 21 items, thus far I have crossed off 7 of them and am working on an 8th. I think I can knock off that one and another before I go to sleep tonight, but that would still leave more than half the list undone.

The very thought makes me sigh deeply and wonder again why I am doing this...especially since no one at work really notices or cares.

But to let things go would not be working heartily as if for the Lord. I cannot set the work aside. I almost wish I could...but I cannot.