My dear friend B has been quite moved by my diabetes anguish (I simply cannot have this disease) and called to cheer me up. Her message: Maybe your next disease will be Alzheimer's so you won't know you have all the other ones!

Such love she has for me!

Seriously, the most loving act you can do for someone in my situation is to call even when words fail you. I don't expect answers. I do crave companionship, even if provided by Sprint.

Even in light of such encouragement, I would still like to proffer my current disappointment. Today has been the clearest visual day for me in months. I have waited and waited and waited to see this specialist and all I will be able to do is explain how it has been instead of allow him to examine how it is.

ARGH! Would it be horrible for me to wish for blurry vision on Wednesday?????