I realized today that for the first time, I am in a job that never ends...

That is to say, there will rarely be a great stopping point each day...at least for now.

I just arrived home. I have to learn to leave work...to just leave.

I have always worked hard. But I have always been able to manage what I do in a reasonable time frame. Now, there is so much to do, so much that should already have been done, so much than I am doing currently...that I will never finish. And I am beginning to wonder if working late does more harm than good...for me...for my job...

In any case, I have to sit and think a while...get my mind around this realization and how it might inform the choices I have been making for the last few months.

Selah