This day. Such sorrow.

I do not understand how often those who seek the best are punished and those who do not are rewarded.

I do not understand why people can get away with lying, cheating, and stealing. I do not understand why emotions overrule professionalism. Why I have to accept that is a dirty game.

Never mind truth. Never mind fact. It is completely unbelievable to me that those who ignore policy, procedure, deadlines, responsibilities, and ethics are acceptable.

This day. Such heartache.